Well I'm out of a job for the next three weeks. I start school and move to campus on the 2nd of June. A day before my birthday. I'm getting nervous and a little bit scared about what lays in front of me. But everyone who goes away to college has felt this exact same way, I'm sure.

I don't know what happened to me and not using LJ. I used to be so into it. But these days I'm bored with everything and it's about to drive me crazy. Isn't there anything fun to do anymore?

I've had ALOT of time on my hands lately. I work and drive, day in and day out. That's all my life consists of really.

I know that I haven't posted in quite some time. I had come to a realization that I was writing for readers who honestly didn't seem like they could give me a second though. I decided that if I was going to keep a journal, that I was going to keep it for no one else but myself. I also came to realize that I have a very serious problem that I do not seem to have any control over. Until I have that under control, I think that it may be best if I don't keep an online journal.

I guess the reason for this post is to explain why everyone was deleted from my friends list. I am not deleting my journal, because I hope that one day I will be able to come back to it. I have kept a couple of you because you are too close to my heart to let go. I know that I hardly ever comment on your posts, but I do read, and I do care. For those of you who I have kept, please do not delete me; but I will understand if you need to.

I hope that everyone understands, and has no hard feelings toward me. 

If anyone wants to ask me anything, you can ask me here, or you can e-mail me at mgrooms@gmail.com. I'm always available by e-mail..

I finally found something to fill my time up while I'm at work. And this time it's not useless stuff. I forgot that you can get free e-books from all over the place. It will be woderful to be able to read books! YAY!

Anyone know of good sites where I can find some? I know of a couple, but not that many.

I apparently have nothing better to do with my time. I am sitting here filling my head with a bunch of useless knowledge that I will most likely never need in my lifetime. Will I remember any of the stuff I have learned today next week? Probably not. It's useless and there is no need to remember any of it. I just read this kind of stuff to fill my time. Things aren't the hustle and bustle that I am used to here at work. There are times, like now, where I have nothing to do. 

But onto the whole reason for this post. I did find out the useless fact.

Before 1954, each Burnt Sienna Crayola Crayon contained approximately 1 microgram of LSD.

That's just crazy. No wonder kids like to eat Crayons.

I really really want a ringback tone. But I want something that suits me. Since I can't make up my mind I want to ask ya'll. What is the one song, out of every single one you know, that fits me the best? It could be from 1970 or 2007. Just whatever.I have some picked out, but I can't make up my mind. So what do ya'll think?

Okay, so here's the situation. This guy at work asked me to make him a bunch of cds. He gave me money for the blank cds, which is already spent. But I'm having problems burning. I get errors every single time. I don't know what the deal is. I'm not running anything else while burning, the cds are good. I know because I used some the other day on my computer at work. 

2 things have changed on my computer. I downloaded last.fm software and my IE upgraded to 7. I was able to burn before that, now I can't. Can that be the problem?

What's the deal? I can start the burn and it seems to go fine, going fast like usual. Then it'll slow down tremendously and say that it'll finish in no less than 30 minutes, and then it just fails. And the cd is ruined of course. I don't know what to do. Anyone know what's going on?

I came into work today thinking that I was going to make an update about all of my personal problems. But my problems don't seem to matter.

One of our staff members had a massive heart attack and died last night. He was loved by everyone. He was always fun loving and energetic and could make everyone laugh. He will be truly missed.

Rest In Peace Robbin Goff. You will be missed greatly.

I told my mom that I wanted to sleep in. I woke up about 45 minutes ago and couldn't go back to sleep. It's the Zoloft. My sister said that it made her not be able to sleep very well.

How does trash seem to accumulate on my desk so much?

Dennis called after his football game last night. He was excited that they won. So far this season, the team is undefeated. I don't exactly know where that will lead, but I guess it's a good thing. I told him that I had something for him if he wanted to come over after work today. He tried guessing what it was, and of course he didn't get anywhere close to it. He said that he had something for me, and I asked him what it was. He said that he bought a car charger for my iPod. (I let him borrow it.) WOOHOO! I was looking at chargers and never bought one. I want an FM transmitter too.

I've noticed an uncanny resemblance between Marley (from the book Marley and Me) and Rascal. I think that may be a bad sign. I did take Rascal to work with me yesterday. He enjoyed himself. There was no one up in the Admin building, so I just let him run around. He started acting like he owned the place.

I bought groceries yesterday. I had some very strong will power and I bought 95% all healthy stuff and stuff that's low in calories and fat. I bought some not so healthy stuff of course, but I couldn't help my self. Pringles has this flavor Salsa Verde, and for the longest time you could only get it in the pack with the 3 different flavors and there was 12 packs of them. I didn't want to keep buying the whole big box, but when I was at Wal-Mart yesterday, they had the regular cans of the Salsa Verde chips. I bought 2 cans because they are for a limited time only. Buying all healthy food is fucking expensive! And of course when I get home yesterday I made tacos. Those aren't so healthy. Then at like midnight I ate a bowl of cereal and a cereal bar. I'm such a pig.

I watched the 1996 release of Crash. It was very disturbing. Interesting, but VERY disturbing. It was like watching a fucked up porno. So now that's two movies that I got from Netflix that I REALLY didn't like.

My mom broke the news to me that she plans on moving back to Oklahoma. I told her that I probably wouldn't be going. She wasn't happy about that. I've made Tennessee my home, and I don't want to be like my sister and just pack up and leave somewhere if things aren't going the way that I like. I can't emotionally deal with packing up a life and leaving it behind.  And of course she had to start planning to move after I finally decide to go back to school. I was going to depend on living at home while I worked and went to school. Guess that won't be happening.

I'm going to go play kingdom hearts.